Ordinary nights like this

I cant sleep... its two o'clock in the morning and here I am scribbling on what just happened, well, to think of it, this happened to me also when I was in grade school.

As a young naive child, you get inspired by a certain person with sometimes unexplainable reason, I admired a classmate of mine, she was little, like a cute doll, she has the longest hair, big round eyes, "cute and petite" as you might say, I was walking down the hall when she called out to me, she never noticed me before, let alone know that I exist, so to my surprise, I turned my head around, and there she was... looking at me, smiling, its like were the only person in the world.

...then she said...

"taba mo ced"

talk about moments,

It was on a joking manner so it wasnt personal, a joke actually, then she ran off, like a little girl she was, then I turned my head back

...then...

I bang my head on the wall, looking down while I rub my head, I tripped, almost.

When I went to the bathroom to do my thing, I stared out the window, thinking of her.

Unbeleivably, that was one of my best days,

She somehow resembles the present girl thats been running on my mind, no need for details, because she'll always be beautiful in my eyes.

The Thing About Being Single (BrightSide)

To others, being single is really sad, but there are other things fun about being single, like being able to flirt with everyone you can lay your eyes on, In a good way, dont get me wrong. and why take on a relationship on an early age anyway? its not like your going to run out of partners that you will meet on your life, hey! im sounding miserable.. im here to cheer you up! :D.

Being single is not all that bad, think about it, you dont have to load your phone everyday, and if so, your load budget wont be double! i know you cant barely make it out of school with your allowance, so hey! thats a plus! :D.

Second, you dont have that "Distraction" you keep thinking about, thinking about him/her while on the classroom, while eating, while with your friends, even while sleeping you think of him/her, this kind of thinking may affect your studies, so its an another plus!.

third, more HAPPY TIME! :D try to think, you'll slowly lose bonds with your friends, because all of your times you spend with him/her instead of going out with them.

But honestly, its much fun to love, dont let my opinions affect your decisions in life.

Okay Okay, I didnt think I cheered you guys up at all, >.< But I wish you did, :D you may be thinking "Who would write a crap like this? a teenage nerd addicted to different kinds of games that cant get a girl even the opportunities are in front of him?", my say, "Hey! you dont hear me complanin'?!".

Please look at the bottom of the site, I suggest going to that link. :D.

__Am I just thinking of her To forget about her?