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As The war continues, drastic times calls for drastic measures, when the enemy gets too close to your home base, a "Last line of Defence" is put into action, all of the best of the best is here to prevent the further penetration of the enemy onto your base, which is likely happening now, its not a war, its most likely...
My lovelife, as it is like a battlefield for me, wherein victory is not an option, where I need to do whatever it takes to survive, slowly, it feeds of the life out of me, making me a more fragile person, luckily my "mask" can hide off this "war" inside of me. but my mask is getting weaker and weaker.
As I thought all hope is lost, a troup came in with a blinding light, it was my last line of defence, My Friends, I could'nt beleive that I would react in such a way towards my friends, their really fending off the feeling thats been corrupting me, I thank them sincerely from the bottom of my.. umm.. hypotalamus :)
They really helped me alot, even though they dont know what im going through right now, they help me forgot, I've totally forgotten about her on that time, I can't thank my friends enough, if this keeps up, I may win the war.
"Who am I kidding, I might've won the battle, but not the war"
My lovelife, as it is like a battlefield for me, wherein victory is not an option, where I need to do whatever it takes to survive, slowly, it feeds of the life out of me, making me a more fragile person, luckily my "mask" can hide off this "war" inside of me. but my mask is getting weaker and weaker.
As I thought all hope is lost, a troup came in with a blinding light, it was my last line of defence, My Friends, I could'nt beleive that I would react in such a way towards my friends, their really fending off the feeling thats been corrupting me, I thank them sincerely from the bottom of my.. umm.. hypotalamus :)
They really helped me alot, even though they dont know what im going through right now, they help me forgot, I've totally forgotten about her on that time, I can't thank my friends enough, if this keeps up, I may win the war.
"Who am I kidding, I might've won the battle, but not the war"
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Zedvick
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Whoa, its so hot out today, its too hot for everyone, you may think that this is a bad thing for us, but for me, its just fine :D.
I love the heat, but not too much, I dont know why but when im at home, when no one's around, ill much likely turn off all fan and cooling appliances that I see running, then sit back, relax, and watch myself sweat, dunno when and why I started doing this, but this is how I am since I can remember,
Its fun too, well not too fun, if its hot, but who does'nt want to have fun under the sun? I mean c'mon, Its great to spend some time with friends under the sun beside a soaking wet pool, and the whole day ahead of you, who would'nt want that?.
And its environment friendly, umm.. kinda.. well.. think about the solar power the heat is producing, with that much heat, I think you can power up your house with that heat for 2 days :D,
Yes, I much likely prefer sunny days over rainy days, some today might think that rainy days is much suitable for them, cooling off and stuff, and hating the heat, because of that sticky feeling you feel inside, causing fires, but whatever pros and cons the heat might bring, I still prefer it over rain,
because when it rains..
everytime it rains..
once you feel the cold wind.. the chilling atmosphere..
I remember.. remember the pain caused by her..
the sad part is, she's not responsible for the pain, because she has no obligation, and worse of all, she doesnt know that she's causing it :(
I'd rather be burnt alive in the scorching sun, rather than to be soaked in the coldness that compromises the pain I feel inside..
It hurts..
I love the heat, but not too much, I dont know why but when im at home, when no one's around, ill much likely turn off all fan and cooling appliances that I see running, then sit back, relax, and watch myself sweat, dunno when and why I started doing this, but this is how I am since I can remember,
Its fun too, well not too fun, if its hot, but who does'nt want to have fun under the sun? I mean c'mon, Its great to spend some time with friends under the sun beside a soaking wet pool, and the whole day ahead of you, who would'nt want that?.
And its environment friendly, umm.. kinda.. well.. think about the solar power the heat is producing, with that much heat, I think you can power up your house with that heat for 2 days :D,
Yes, I much likely prefer sunny days over rainy days, some today might think that rainy days is much suitable for them, cooling off and stuff, and hating the heat, because of that sticky feeling you feel inside, causing fires, but whatever pros and cons the heat might bring, I still prefer it over rain,
because when it rains..
everytime it rains..
once you feel the cold wind.. the chilling atmosphere..
I remember.. remember the pain caused by her..
the sad part is, she's not responsible for the pain, because she has no obligation, and worse of all, she doesnt know that she's causing it :(
I'd rather be burnt alive in the scorching sun, rather than to be soaked in the coldness that compromises the pain I feel inside..
It hurts..
