Awake

Here I am, Yet Again, Bothering myself at the middle of the night, well I cant blame myself, because rigth now, I feel like im trapped in a spell, an unbreakable one, its binding with me, the only words that can explain this is..

"The poison is setting in.." and im liking it :D.

Well, like every poison, its dangerous, and its spreading fast, I dont know how, I dont know why, why im here at the first place.

A friend of mine texted me a quote, and she was right.

"The most sensitive part of the body is the eye, because a severe contact with another eye.... can make you fall in love"

and whoever wrote that was right, whenever I lay eyes on her, I feel like being bashed, stunned, mini-stunned, echoed, burrowed, impaled, and chronoed alltogether.

Whenever im near her, which is never, cause it feels like we have the same polarity, which leads me being repelled, well, to be precise, im repelling myself, everytime she's there, everytime I sense her presence, chills run down my spine, making me feel like I should run away, far, far away from her, but not too far, far enough for me to keep my distance, and also set eyes on her, make her melt, errrr.. So I can stalk her, ummmm.. So I can stare at her, ehem, aww what the heck....

Well, whatever poison this is, its far to strong for me, Its like nothing compared to the previous ones, I just hope that I'll Survive this, Because when I do....

"Ill be Immuned to this" :D